Saturday, August 4, 2007

im back..but I HAV TO CHANGE!!!

since a month i abondon my blog...there is reason...haha..
i back to my hometown -- Bintulu...
jus come back to kch days ago...but this time i caused a lotz of problem....i duno y this time i cant manage it myself..i need help...but no worry...there is good news as well as bad news...

erm...so 1st of all i share my good news 1st...

1st, i got my new hp...Sonny Ericsson K75oi from my dear daddy n mummy...





my new house at bintulu is almost done...yeah...if not mistaken will move in b4 mooncake festival...

This is my new house look like...=)
The house i stay here is still in renovation.. but its almost done...seems nice but quite messy a bit during this time..looking 4ward for the neat home whn the renovation is done...
still under construction!!!!
Busy with the electric stuff...kambateh...

For sure i came back earlier is to register myself..I've done my registration for semester 2..mean tat.. i pass my sem 1..but another torturing life is coming to me...haha...cant wait to challenge...
The 4 subjects i take this sem...


after the good news, here come the bad news....

1st of all,the registration at campus drive me crazy.. the time table is messy enuf for me to arrange my time..haih...n the service during the registration is so improper n insufficient...oh my goodness....
wat kind of timetable is this!? it is jus one of the few PAGES...


2nd, the house i stay in nw( actually my aunt's house) is still in a mess...but fact la..renovation reali cause messy... will be ok in a short while...
temporary kitchen...everythg are squeeze beside the basin...
p/s i cant take the pic of the floor...cos the floor is "white" full of the cement dust...can u imagine hw i walk??? easy...wash my leg whnever i leave there n jus stay at upstair...
not only that, there are 8 people in the house and there is only ONE toilet..hv to fight for the toilet anytime..

Today i met a problem which is the 1st time i cant manage the problem of relationship n communication either with my cousin or anyone else well..this time i jus choose to shut myself down n piss myself off from anythg...maybe the "phrase" i always hear from tv is not wrong.. take less, wrong less; take more, wrong more; no talk no wrong... i think i hav to keep myself shut down....OFF!!

Lastly n eventually this morning as usual i'll call n wake sum1 up..n actually i dun even sleep the whole nite..as usual i'll be not in a mood..but this time i control myself n calm myself down...because of my immature and childish behaviour.. i caused a lotz of problem.....it is enuf for me to handle everythg tat come to me this few days...I'm TIRED!!!! and actually i dun sleep after tat call...erm.. nono.. i did sleep but at the las 2 hours b4 i wake up....10 sth...maybe im bit troublesome sometimes, but sometimes i jus wan to care someone sincerely through deep heart...it is a hard "assign" but im trying hard..maybe the way i used is wrong...you may dun like..my topic as " the happiest gal"--i thk hav to change..erm.. to the troublesome gal i think...i jus wan to make everyone around me happy n cheer..but i fail...dunno wat to do to help myself nw...

Anyway, i start to talk with a gal who i dun reali like b4... a very good start...i learn new thing from my hometown...y i hav to hate someone...we need friend not enemy...if i can forget wat she did to me b4, i can live happily...hate someone need energy....y dun i try to stay neutral n happily...maybe this is her style of talking n behaviour....if jus look jus at the good side of ppl thn u can communicate with thm easily...rite...yaya....

Tomolo start my torturing sch life...another challenging semester....cant wait to meet my coursemates n friends tomolo....

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