Monday, May 19, 2008

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The first time I feel how fail am I. I'm such a failure.

Chai Shan Shan is just a failure. Until today I know I'm a failure. Whenever I meet problem the first reaction is cry then action. But since I will take action why should I cry!!! Might as well hit the wall and damage the room.

Cry, a wonderful weapon for female. Frankly speaking, I never take cry as my weapon. I just use it as a way for me to express my mood. No one listen to me. What I get is just a job an 'arahan' a command to do all the thingy which is not my business. But what I can do? Reject? Get scolded..Get complained. I'm strong but weak as well. I can't stand for such scoldings and complaint everytime. I might collapsed as well.

Today, a wonderful holiday to everyone, a helly day for me. I collapsed. I could hardly smile since I woke up early in the morning. I slept at 4am, wake up at 7am. How do I expect myself with a smile. I just a failure in giving a small fake smile the whole day.

Get pissed off from friends calls. Willing to find someone to talk with but unluckily I chose the wrong time. I'm sorry for him. But after I made call just now, FINALLY, I realised that I just a 100% failure. No one I can talk with now. I can't cry. I have to stop my tear falling down. I've to keep myself strong with any obstacles I meet. I won't ask for help. I don't want to be the nuisance for anyone, someone or even everyone. But doesn't mean that you can take the advantages to bully me. Recently me is DEAD!!! I'll make myself another person.

Won't be scary and harmful but anti bully. I have to be strong. I have to show my ability to hit all the enemies down.

I want to be a successful girl after this failure. This time I fell down so seriously. I must wake up myself and be success. Put more effort in again and be a successful girl next time.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mother's Day

First of all, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to my mummy, to my aunt, and to everyone's dearest mummy...

Last night, I went to a dinner organised by FOOK KHANG VEGETARIAN RESTAURANT,福康素食园 and a music school, which I really don't it Englist name, 何康伟音乐学院. The theme for this dinner is Parent's Day. At here, I wish my daddy and mummy stay lovely and sweet, healthy and wealthy.
I got the random pictures for the dinner. And I adore the performance by the students and teachers there. Make my finger feel like tickling on my leg as if I was playing piano too.

The stage. And I was just sit right in front of the stage. Mean that, I can't play, laugh too much and must turn my hp to silence mode as my ringtone is so funny.

The VIP at our table. My uncle and my aunt.

The only drink serve. The tea, which is make from the purple leaves..I don't what is that thingy. It tastes sweet but weird for me.

Another Main actress on my table. My niece. She just like to do posting.

The menu for that night. Overall is nice but I dun really try all. Cos some of the vegetarians stuffs do not suit my taste.

The first dish. Which I like the most.

The performance by this little boy attract all the audiences attention.

The organizers of the dinner.

I was so enjoy looking at his performance. He owns the music school.
I enjoy watching to all the music instruments performance that night.
Its kinda late. Is time for me to sleep. Good night to everyone. Last but not least, HAPPY PARENTS' DAY to my dearest daddy and mummy. I love you.. One more year, I'll be back and I'm sure you will be proud of me. Miss ya..
Happy birthday to aurelia..
miss you ling..

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

One Down...Presentation DONE!!

Finally my first formal representation for Market Behaviour DONE!!

This is our presentation topic..Chanel No.5



Yipee... I think our group did a great job, and I think others as well...congratez...

However, I took some random pictures of these...

3 of us before the presentation...

Me and Tyng before the presentation..Release Stress and Tension..


Caution!!




CONTINUE THIS IF YOU ARE ABOVE 18 YEARS OLD..OR ELSE... ... ...I'm SORRY




There is one group among our classmates present on Durex..Erm, I name this group at WWW.




They bring the sample to the class on what they will present..And this makes our class lotz of fun.

Ahem... This is the SAMPLE..which give me a big shocked....

Someone open it...Oh my goodness...

Has lotz of fun during the presentation today..

Anyway, have a nice day to everyone.

Monday, May 5, 2008

New LInks Are Added

I've added new links in my bl0g. Is all about Singapore Movie and some artists blogs..

I found that is so interesting. Feel free to go and read it..

Snap Shots...

Nothing much to talk about today. However, as usual, sickening and tiring months...

Del, what are you thinking of???

Andrew, say "Cheese"...

The table I used to study at library today..

Kesian Keith.. You look so tired...

The 1st time I feel the food in the cafeteria satisfy my hunger after 18 hours starving..

Nothing special happening today. But I hope my assignment can be done as soon as possible..

Cheer up, Shan shan =)