Sunday, December 27, 2009

磨磨我的耐心

老老Don't you think that you're really unfair!!!
Do you still remember why you ask me to come back?!!
Do you still remember why I don't want to go back?!!

Don't you know that your PRECIOUS son caused a big trouble.
And why kind of reaction you gave me ever since I'm back.

I'm seriously suspect that you're coward to accept the trouble that caused by your son!!??
Remember what you have promise me and what you did on me......

Sunday, December 6, 2009

No pain No gain

永远是在重重的跌倒后,才知道痛。。

Only when fall down, then u'll feel the pain..
U'll know nothing once u'll in the situation..

I hope this will be my very last post here. Maybe I gonna switch, maybe I gonna stop blogging. I just feel like stop everything before others get started.

I stop, doesn't mean that you win.
I stop, doesn't mean that I lose.
I stop is because I love myself more.
Ivy is not mean to bully, but Ivy means to be strong and courage, BRAVE!!

I won't need any support from anyone of you! But I'll appreciate what I have.
I won't let any of my tears drop because its valuable from now on.
No one is worthwhile for me to drop my tears easily.
I promise I'll be stronger and stronger. But not giving you chances to bully me now!!
What happen to me is my problem and my business, I don't want anyone of you to "participate".
I can't stop you from gossiping about me, but I'll "kill" you if I realize that.

I know, from now on, its my time to be independence, although I am, but MORE!!
I know I've wasted a lot of time and youth, its a PAST!!
BUT, I'm willing to do so. Because I love HIM!!
I should stop my tears from falling down, I should stop crying in the night,
I should appreciate what I have now, I should appreciate the TIME I have now..
Nothing and No one would have the ability to stop me from doing what I want to do,
Because, I'm Shan Shan. I know myself more than anyone of u.

to YOU!! especially YOU!!
Don't think you've won, but actually you're the big loser. You'd mean to drive me down but I grow stronger.
You're just a coward dog in front of me while you're just NOTHING to me.
Dare you stand in front and debate with me? I'll make you SLAP yourself OFF!!
Wondering why?
Because, I'm always the WINNER!!

What I have now!!
1. A little bit of saving
2. "willl be" certified_Degree certificate in Bachelor of Business(International Business) from Swinburne University of Technology.
3. Knowlegde
4. Time

Is time for me to fight for my victory after ONE week of resting and relaxing. Hope to see all of you next time, strictly YOU! Because I want to show you that How WINNER can be winner?!!...

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Graduate loo

I'm here to announce that, I'm permanently out from Exams and Assignments. Yea yea...

The moment I dotted the last full stop for my paper this morning, I felt extremely tired. I feel myself face green green. 考到脸青青。。but this is true when I went in to the washroom.

4 years..Just realize that I've stay in Kuching for 4 years. So NOW, where should I go? Big planning for my future now and everything is in the progress. Hopefully I'll have a different 2010 and forever in my future.

Went to shopping for daily use with Christy today..This is my very 1st time I shop without thinking of anything. I go shopping because I wanted too...OMG!! Its great...

Going to gather with friends tonight for celebration..Waiting for my bunch of Acc friends to graduate together.. Promise to accompany Pei for during her final next semester.. Looking forward for my Paris Trip next year..OMG!!! I'm so happy..

To YOU!! Particularly U!! I'm graduated for my DEGREE!! I'm a DEGREE holder...Don't envy with me and don't accidentally step on your feet..I'll be laughing out loud!! HAHA....I got a LOT of time to "play" the game with you now...HAHA...I got my blacky head that cover the whole of u..因为你没有那么大的头来带这帽子!!

Although I'm graduated but I'm unemployed..Start my work tomorrow...Wish myself LUCK although I'm always the luckiest one...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Rambutan Eating Competition...

Rambutan Competition... But I lose at the 1st 3 minutes... He's still continue..So play around my camera loo...

Mouth full of rambutan..Luckily its sweet...HAHA...
Hey, I was wondering how if you really finish the whole thing that night..HAHA...

Some more? Now is DURIAN!!

Monday, November 23, 2009

@.@

Everything come in an "O" and "O~~~" see the different?
Everything come in "CHEH!" and "CHEr~~~" see the different?

Which one you prefer? Nothing I like here. CHEH!!! O!!!

Stupiak phrase. Spoil my ONLY resting mood today. Hmmph.. (ANGRY)

Was wondering what the hell I'm doing now. Is FINAL! I'm blogging for nothing and Plurk for nothing. I know I shouldn't, but Yet I'm still here...

Killing of all the stupiak Lazyworm. But where' s the bookworm?!! Someone ate my bookworm!! lame =.=lll but I enjoy it.

This post is particularly for a stupid that "interested" in my personal life. Woohoo...You're fucked up. Is not for all of you but YOU!! You know who you are!! SISSY!! (for me)

Now, if you think my blog is lame then GET OUT you stupid little kid. You're fucked up on what you've done to me and my life. I'll always remember how you stupid little doggy trying to "monitor" my life under your stupid little useless microscope.

I'm gentle enough to settle this. Haven't feel what I've done?! Because I'm clever than you.
Trying to think that I'm too proud. Yaya!! (PARTICULARLY FOR YOU) I am. I gonna graduate in degree in ONE MORE WEEK.

Think of it. I spent 4 years to get my little blacky hat with hardwork. But you!! Spending extra years monitoring my life but only get the certificate but complaint for life everyday on your page?! You're suck MAN. (woo..Girls no worry) HAHA...I'm obviously get higher degree than u!! HAHA..

p/s You're the worst, compared to others although you "study" more. You CHILDISH!!

Tired of scolding people in my blog. But who care! Someone is so interested in "reading" it bar.. HAHA...

Feel the spice? Congratulations... Don't cry because I'll be laughing. HAHA

Thursday, November 19, 2009

It's valuable for me and NOT FOR SALE present. Thanks.

The BEST present I got today and in my life.
Tears can't stop rolling down.

U might think that I'm "action" or "pretending". But people who know my story, you'll understand.

I love u.

Time not enough, Not enough Time and HAPPY 999 DAYZ

Study in library until late night recently with friends.
Have less motivation this semester with no reason.
The layout of the library had been change which is very uncomfortable with current situation.
Have to choose table and places. Next week I must get a empty, yet unlocked, classroom for my super, hyper revision.

Proudly to announce that,
This is my last and VERY LAST examination in my life. Of course, its time for me to face the reality of the world. =S nervous indeed.
So, what to do with this laptop after this, Hmmm...it is just a simple laptop for my assignments and study throughout the course. Feeling like getting a new, yet advanced and economical laptop after this. Budget: RM4,000.

Was wondering what I'm gonna do after this? Master or Manager.. Hiak Hiak..
Hope to end all this earlier and I can Have a good rest after that.


Recently during this minute and second,
I miss ling so much.. Hope to see him soon.
Happy 999 days..HAHA

Monday, October 19, 2009

Oh yeah

Strike.. ONE GOAL DOWN!!!

Yea HOO!!! U're damn bullshit to put yourself in the position. But at least, you're right. HAHA!! You put yourself in the very RIGHT position. AhahaHAHAhahaHAHA...

Caution: woo
I'm not trying to point on someone here because you know me damn well. HAHA... I do respect people in my very 1st position. BUT, if it's in another way round, you're fucked up!! BULLSHIT!!!

Someone may think that will this make me happy? But I tell you!! I'm happy with my situation now. AT LEAST, I do something is kindly accepted by public. I just want to let you know that, you're regret in future if you treated people or look down at people that you never know. STUPIAK...

Hey, stupid! You know what. There is a lot of way of doing thing and "settle" thing and also "puek" something. But the method you exercise, is only usable for kids. It's not even reach my standard yet. You know, you havent reach my "kam".

Phiew..one goal down..Somemore to go. But the game is getting more interesting.

Kindly advice:
Reason why I never get angry like you guys is because I did the thing that kindly accepted and morally. Sit down and think back what you've done. I'll never feel regret on what I did because I know I'm right. I BET.. until now, you still don't know what u've done wrongly.

因为我对得起天地良心!!你(们)的方法反而天理不容!! 先想想,为什么你们会那么在意我做的没一件事!! 1) 你们太多事,不然就是吃饱没事做. 2)你们心虚!!反而想知道我的感想!!我不是普通的人!!你们终有一天会因为你们对我的"关心"而后悔.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Aiyo.. cheer up la... gambate...Jia you!!! YIAKS!!!! Faker..

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS BEFORE OTHERS. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S BETWEEN ONLY TWO PERSONS.

NO MATTER HOW MANY OPINION YOU HAVE, THAT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

IF YOU THINK YOU'RE RIGHT, THEN HAVE A MEET WITH ME. BUT IF YOU DON'T DARE TO HAVE MEETING WITH ME, THEN LET EVERYTHING GO NATURALLY.

BUT WHO CARE WHAT YOU'VE SAID. IT JUST A SMALL WARNING TO YOU THOUGH.

YOU ONLY KNOW 90% OF IT BUT I KNOW 110% OF IT. NO MATTER HOW MANY YOU KNOW, I KNOW MORE THAN YOU. YOU MIGHT THINK THAT I'M NOTHING. YOU'RE WRONG! I RESPECT ALL OF YOU BUT WHAT THE HELL YOU'VE DONE!!

THE GAME IS JUST TO START! I WON'T DO WHAT YOU DID BUT I'LL DO WHAT ACCEPTED PUBLIC_LY. I BET AND I SWEAR.. NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE DONE ALL GOES WITH EVIDENCES AND MORAL!

THANKS FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO KNOW WHAT EXACTLY BUSYBODY ACT! AND FEELING SO HAPPY THAT I'M JUST NOTHING FOR YOU! WOOHOO..THEN THIS WILL BE MY VERY 1ST CHALLENGE HERE.

PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME, YOU KNOW ME. BUT JAGALAH THIS SECRET.

This post is strictly for self entertainment, if you think you're not the one. Welcome for open comments (for only this post) and enjoy the rest of others ya.



QUOTED FROM MY FRIEND, YOMI
You mess with one of us but you'll be meeting all of us.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Recently...

Busy with my study.
Got a new friend, HAMSTER. I name it PuiPui because she really very fat.

Hmmm....Everything are complicated but I enjoy my life now.
Because, I "killed" group of stupiak.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Be Fair on what I've done.

Hope everything will stop after today.

Damn Fuck.

Toilet = Jamban.

Kinda enjoy my life now. Enjoy with funny and disgusting gossips.

Finally I know the power of word-of-mouth. Previously, my marketing lecturers told us we can sell or advertise our products through word-of-mouth. Now I realise how powerful it is after 1 month of "enjoying".

I stop gang of people to stop it, although I know they're trying to joke with me. Sorry if I said something bad. But next time don't wait me outside washroom. There's a lot of place.

Ahem...I wish to watch Final Destination 4 and Singapore comedy. hiak hiak...

Everyone

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH, FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME OR LEAVE ME MESSAGE.

STOP ASKING ME IN SCHOOL OR OFF SCHOOL.

I AM WHO I AM!!

I meet new friend!!


It's beside "Fish market".. Its nice to know this Old man. I love to eat at his house!!

Ahem, Final Destination or 吓到笑? 2D or 3D.
Hiak Hiak...

Any comments?

Look HERE!!!

I KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW, BUT YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT I KNOW!!

Who do you think you are? A man or A sissy?
Hey, this is the first time I realise that boys like to gossip. Woo...SISSY..SHIT!!!

Hey, try to make yourselves educated before saying something. Your words may sound nice, BUT, try to do it in another way. The words you said, the advice you gave sound selfish and stupid and CHILDISH!!!

By the way, bear your own business before start to step on others bother. I'm very generous already and there's a limit.

I'm actually not the one you see or you think, I'm the one you never know. Someone regret before, you guys can go and join that fellow to be gang. I said it, I mean.

大人做大事,小事就留给你们这些小人做!!
别对号如坐,除非你心虚!!

Stop gossiping while you don't know everything.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Waiting for Report.

I'm not in the mood the whole day. I'm waiting for the report that will be out tomorrow. WTH!!

However, I got support from my beloved. He's not longer available. He's mine.

To all the stupids,
Hey, deal with your own business before start commenting on others life@relationship and etc. Ya, I admit it may be a good advice but there are ways for advising your friend, but not too selfish. For the 1, you know, don't ever think that you're adorable to keep everyone attention on you. Remember that, this is not usable on everyone. YOU HURT SOMEONE AND PEOPLE MAY HATE YOU! Stop it before I get lose control. I said it, I mean it.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Ivy..

I hit my head at July when I went to UK Fun fair. I was playing with don't what and hit my head seriously.

Effect: This few days I can't even sleep the whole day. I can feel pain and vibration on the part that get hit. The most is I can feel something wrong to my sight when I was driving. The "light" was off and on in few seconds. Also, because of this, I fell down in the toilet and seriously hurt my back now. Double bad lucks are coming to me which I really don't know what to do now. I don't know how to ask for help.

Surfing in the internet for further information, showing that it can be temporarily and also permenantly. Of course, it will be a good news if it happens temporarily. How if permenantly? Ever since I was born, I got darkness phobia. I can't stay alone without light at all. I'm wondering if one day I live in dark! BLACK!!!

Ling, I can memorise that thick eyes brow with small eyes and spec. A big nose and a big mouth that eat a lot. Long hair that is permed and coloured. Very tall with big tummy.

Hihi.. Suddenly feel ok with it. Wow!! Figuring what should I do now.
Ya, 1st thing, kick out all the stupid obstacles that think that he or she is so adorable and invitable. Don't make any decision or conclusion since you don't know everything.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Starting of new semester

As usual, week 1, talking about all the subject outline which now rename as unit of course outline. =S

Get know of new lecturer who we knew some of them already.

Week 2,
We're having "quiz" today which I don't think there is a question at all.

Our Asia Business Context lecturer wrote this,
Last week, I said in social science there are no right or wrong answers. I asked a question, and a female student replied with an answer. Then, I asked other students, saying do you agree with that answer? A majority of the students said "NO". Do you think the female student's answer is wrong? Yes or No and why?

Our comments:
What is he trying to ask us?
What is the question he asked to that female student?
What is the answer of that female student?
Why we say no?
Why yes? and Why No?
Who is that female student?

Finally, we came out with only one sentence, Majority always win.
He said, WOW...good answer..
=_=lll sweat la...

Start out lecture. Talking about Tsunami and charity which is nothing related to our course at all. Saying our friend, Stephen is procupine? haha... =S Me and Weoi even plan to get CP at the end of the semester after we realised that we only cover 2 slides in 2 hours which the slides are always been taught briefly as an introduction.

Other subjects. NO COMMENTS.
Enjoy International Human Resource Management with sleepy mode.
Enjoy International Investment and Tax with new rules and regulations. HAHA
Enjoy Transnational Business Practices by understanding different cultures from different countries.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

I lost my Baby

I regret for doing everything. I lost my last property.

Will I have some more chance?

The answer is: NO. Just pass everything to GOD!

Friday, July 31, 2009

Lost: Laughter

ATTENTION!!!

I'm looking for my laughter and smile back. Anyone who found it contact me through any method you know.

You'll get rebate that out of your expectation!!

____________________________________________________________________

...

What I've done to get myself into such situation?

I respect everyone and anyone, even strangers. But was fool like shit when they knew that you're such a failure. Try to respect other situation although once drop into hell.

Don't laugh because its not a joke. Someone is suffering behind.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Farming Day

A very weird Sunday with a weird mood.

I went to Alex's Uncle's Farm @ Kaka Farm with dear and his friends. A big group of friends with 6 boys and 3 girls. What should I say, except my dear, I'm not part of the group at all.

However, I did enjoy awhile by taking small animals pictures around when they were busy taking pictures with the sniper. XD I played with it with 3 shots, with 2 shots strike on the target, the tins that they placed. Wow.. Feel that I'm not that weak at all in targeting and shooting. HAHA!!The small house in the farm. Hmmm... Actually my Chai's family owns one as well in Bintulu. When I reached there just now, I can feel the familiarity as I enjoy staying in such place.

The goats in front of the small little house. They are having their "high tea". According to the uncle there, one of them is pregnant, means that, expected mummy goat.

Guessing? Is this the expected mummy goat?The kiddy goat.

The moo moo cow..Another snap shot of moo moo cow..

Fishy fishy...
The squarrel. According to the uncle there, he said that this is limited addition. WOW ><

Small durian. Thinking of open it up just now. But don't know why I didn't. HAHA!!

Blackie Doggy. I asked the aunty there about the bottle. She said that, when the bottle is filled with water, it will indeed become the obstacle for the dog to run faster. This is to avoid Blackie chasing the chicken and hens there. HAHA..

I even heard she said " 1 kg RM13." HAHA..

I did enjoy by taking pictures alone. The main difference of this farm @ KAKA farm with mine at Bintulu is- I ever met big snake in the one at my place. haha..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Happy 21st to me..

I'm legally 21st today.
Feeling myself getting older and older. But getting happier and happier this few days although its final exam.
haha..

Hmm..short talk about my final.
International Business Law- out of my expectation. Overall satisfactory.
International Trade Strategies- Thanks a lot to my study group. =)
International Finance- Haven't start study but looking forward for it.

Talking back to my birthday..
A lot of people I have to thank too for sending me wishes throughout the day.
Ricky, Ares, Aurthur, Elsa, Siat Yee, Siaw Chiew, Pao Pao, Delwin, Freeman, West, Christy, Serena, Cui Han, Ex classmates in Bintulu, Omg..many many people from facebook and hp..some are not listed because there is a long name list there..hihi...
THANK YOU!!

After my exam, Ricky had planned a small celebration for me. Del, Ricky, Pao Pao, Freeman, West (boys gang), Elsa, Christy, Siaw Chiew and me (girls gang) went over to Secret Recipe. We had our light meal there and I got a Cheese Cake from Freeman and Donuts from Ricky. woohoo..Chocolate somemore.. Enjoy alot there as I even steal their food while they were enjoying talking.

Night time..
My time with my date. I got a small cute present from him which indeed touched me.
My Okui got a new companion..

Mickey Mouse and O kui..
New member for my dear..thanks a lot dear..hihi...
Enjoy talking and playing with this two little things after a small piece of cake and bao bao..haha..

Happy Birthday to me..




* Nothing much..but thanks to all my friends for the post.. =)

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Oh Yeah

Relax myself before final is always best for me.

Busy for the whole week and days, finally I stole 2 hours to relax myself. Of course, my date with my Darling.
Thanks Darling. Muaks.. small secret present for u.

The weather was extremely hot however, laughter and smile never melt all the way. I released my useless stress and rebate with more energy and "stamina" for my study.

Gonna face my final soon. Wow Wow..Energy back back for study.
Good luck to my classmates.

Anyway, just a simple post before I stop for my final. Gonna sleep soon.

Last but not least..

OH YEAH!!
I've solved everything that finally I can be an ordinary girl. Woohoo...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

给我听好!!!

我决定的事是不会因为你们的三言两语而改变.

更不希望你们多事!路是我开的!我有我的方法!我从来没要你们担心,还谢谢你关心!

泼我冷水会让你们后悔!因为会有反弹的时侯.我不出声不代表我怕!我没怕过!

我尊敬你们!拜托你们别让我讨厌你们!

hold your spec carefully in case you'll drop it in future.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Ivy

When I did it, I mean it sincerely.
When I said it, I mean it sincerely, too.

I do what I wish to do. I do what I want to do.
At last, I succeed.
After I do/did what I want to do and what I'm willing to do, I feel that one more BIG step closer between you and me.

Automatically,
I never feel upset of doing everything I did. I enjoy it. Learning new things and upgrading the old things.

Never forget the evening when I learn how to cook spaghetti in the kitchen alone. Wondering how surprise will you the moment you open the cover of the dinning table. Wondering your smile after have the first taste of my 1st cook.
I did it. I saw your smile but yet still force you to praise me. Hiak Hiak..=P

You know.. This is actual me. HAHA XD
I miss the hug from you saying THANKS and LOVE.
I miss the kiss on my forehead that make both of us smile.

Looking forward for another chance to do so as i enjoy a lot.
Don't forget our promise.


Darling, I love you.
Muaks..

Monday, March 16, 2009

Something Special to say

I got a special week..

I miss you voice, I miss you hug hug and I miss the moment I was pampered.

I miss the cicak too..I miss the bu bu...hihi..

I want to be a piggy. Be your forever piggy..

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

... ... ...

每天闭眼睛和开眼睛前后, 我真的很想让你开开心心的聊天。因为那是我唯一很有安全感的时候.我愿意牺牲我一辈子的欢笑来换你的好心情。我也愿意用我平常的哑巴来换你一声微笑。

跟你在一起,我没想过会成为你的负担。我唯一想做的是你背后永远支持你的老婆。老公,这几年如果不是有你我永远都只活在自己的小小世界。

我的独立,变成别人眼里的骄傲自大。我一直以来都想做别人喜欢的人,仿而变成人家眼里的笨蛋。被欺负了只能怪自己活该。

对这些战火,我已经很累很累了.我已经没力气为自己说什么.我不想解释太多.我不要成为别人的负担.我想永远做回以前的自己.再辛苦也好.我不想自己一个人.因为我有了你..我不会成为你的负担, 相反, 我会试着走进你的世界, 陪你过你开心和不开心的每一个时候.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Mr. Big SHORT MAN!!! You pissed me off.....

This few days I heard a lot of different and ridiculous version and type of Daughter In Law that is most preferable.

One of the most sarcastic is one of the old man saying that his daughter in law must be beautiful and fashionable. WHAT THE FUCK??!!! One of his son has a girl friend that is totally different from what that stupid old man want. WHAT DO U MEAN BY NICE AND FASHIONABLE? any other extra condition or not?

As I know, that little girl looks quite ok also. Just she seldom make up and wear sexy sexy. She is more friendly indeed. I like to talk with her also. Anyway, congratulation in advanced for your coming wedding. "He" will be a very nice hubby. But another officially daughter in law like to make up every time but never help up in housework and even office work. Know how to waste money to make herself look nice to entertain the old man.

WHAT THE HECK? Who do u think you are? DATO? PM? or president..You just a old man with extra bucks in your pocket. Its your future daughter in law..not the model of your family..CRAZY!!!!!

The wife of the old man is also satu hal. Support what the husband said. CHEH...beware...Next time the daughter in law wont call your husband "Daddy" but "HONEY" next time. HAH!!!!! you gonna give up your big bed. HUH!!!!!

Don't bother my thingy and my life. I'm not asking you to pay for my fee or my life. Beware of yourself first. Kinda pissed off now !!!!!!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Happy New Year

Wow.. It had been a donkey months for not update my blog.

Quite a bit busy nowadays. Start working at my dad's company, become an office girl, writing bills, collecting money, answering telephone, doing simple quotations, serving customers and etc. Kinda fun in the office and learn something new as well. Also, I sleep in the office. HAHAHAHA!!!!

Back to my hometown, Bintulu, since Christmas. Celebrating Christmas in the bus, cos back home by bus which take about 12 hours. Sleep after I reach and enjoy my few days holidays before start working. However, was along during the countdown of 2009. Watching the fireworks along through my room window ALONE!!! However, I still on call with my date. hihi...

Miss him a lot nowadays and also all my friends in Kuching. A lot and a lot. Wishing you guys happy new year and happy advanced Chinese New Year. haha..
GONG XI FA CHAI..

Im going back for my study at the beginning of March. Erm.. Is doing my last year before I enter to the brand new year. So it is my time to plan what to do right after I graduate. Should I continue my master? (which I wish to do so) or start working? ( which my mum was thinking)..haha

Earlier prediction: The coming 2 semesters will be the most suffering semester because I have to take the subjects that I would like to avoid previously. Finance, Investment and Taxes...OMG!!!!!

Anyway, some words for my friend, ALDRIN..
Aldrin, if not mistake you are going to Australia soon kan? Wish you all the best and keep in touch ya. Also, don't forget to online or update your blog soon so we will know how's life there..haha...Come back every holiday ya.. haha...