Sunday, December 27, 2009


老老Don't you think that you're really unfair!!!
Do you still remember why you ask me to come back?!!
Do you still remember why I don't want to go back?!!

Don't you know that your PRECIOUS son caused a big trouble.
And why kind of reaction you gave me ever since I'm back.

I'm seriously suspect that you're coward to accept the trouble that caused by your son!!??
Remember what you have promise me and what you did on me......

Sunday, December 6, 2009

No pain No gain


Only when fall down, then u'll feel the pain..
U'll know nothing once u'll in the situation..

I hope this will be my very last post here. Maybe I gonna switch, maybe I gonna stop blogging. I just feel like stop everything before others get started.

I stop, doesn't mean that you win.
I stop, doesn't mean that I lose.
I stop is because I love myself more.
Ivy is not mean to bully, but Ivy means to be strong and courage, BRAVE!!

I won't need any support from anyone of you! But I'll appreciate what I have.
I won't let any of my tears drop because its valuable from now on.
No one is worthwhile for me to drop my tears easily.
I promise I'll be stronger and stronger. But not giving you chances to bully me now!!
What happen to me is my problem and my business, I don't want anyone of you to "participate".
I can't stop you from gossiping about me, but I'll "kill" you if I realize that.

I know, from now on, its my time to be independence, although I am, but MORE!!
I know I've wasted a lot of time and youth, its a PAST!!
BUT, I'm willing to do so. Because I love HIM!!
I should stop my tears from falling down, I should stop crying in the night,
I should appreciate what I have now, I should appreciate the TIME I have now..
Nothing and No one would have the ability to stop me from doing what I want to do,
Because, I'm Shan Shan. I know myself more than anyone of u.

to YOU!! especially YOU!!
Don't think you've won, but actually you're the big loser. You'd mean to drive me down but I grow stronger.
You're just a coward dog in front of me while you're just NOTHING to me.
Dare you stand in front and debate with me? I'll make you SLAP yourself OFF!!
Wondering why?
Because, I'm always the WINNER!!

What I have now!!
1. A little bit of saving
2. "willl be" certified_Degree certificate in Bachelor of Business(International Business) from Swinburne University of Technology.
3. Knowlegde
4. Time

Is time for me to fight for my victory after ONE week of resting and relaxing. Hope to see all of you next time, strictly YOU! Because I want to show you that How WINNER can be winner?!!...

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Graduate loo

I'm here to announce that, I'm permanently out from Exams and Assignments. Yea yea...

The moment I dotted the last full stop for my paper this morning, I felt extremely tired. I feel myself face green green. 考到脸青青。。but this is true when I went in to the washroom.

4 years..Just realize that I've stay in Kuching for 4 years. So NOW, where should I go? Big planning for my future now and everything is in the progress. Hopefully I'll have a different 2010 and forever in my future.

Went to shopping for daily use with Christy today..This is my very 1st time I shop without thinking of anything. I go shopping because I wanted too...OMG!! Its great...

Going to gather with friends tonight for celebration..Waiting for my bunch of Acc friends to graduate together.. Promise to accompany Pei for during her final next semester.. Looking forward for my Paris Trip next year..OMG!!! I'm so happy..

To YOU!! Particularly U!! I'm graduated for my DEGREE!! I'm a DEGREE holder...Don't envy with me and don't accidentally step on your feet..I'll be laughing out loud!! HAHA....I got a LOT of time to "play" the game with you now...HAHA...I got my blacky head that cover the whole of u..因为你没有那么大的头来带这帽子!!

Although I'm graduated but I'm unemployed..Start my work tomorrow...Wish myself LUCK although I'm always the luckiest one...